I fucking hate winter. Let's just be honest here.
The cold and the lack of sunshine and the sad faces just remind me of death. And for two months, at least, I and everyone else in my hemisphere get to deal with some variation thereof of this blasted season.
Every year I dread winter. I get moody really quickly, and from there I get anti-social and snappy. Add 23 degree weather and major social disappointments and here comes a recipe for Clare to be really angsty.
The boyfriend has a cold right now. And I just hung out with him for 4 hours watching The Reduced Shakespeare Company and Raising Arizona. The RSC, which usually cures all ills for me, didn't do it this time. And I just got more depressed after Raising Arizona. Why, I have no idea.
I fucking hate winter.
It's been a long time since I've felt this sad. Have no idea why I'm posting this on LJ. Have to talk to somebody about it.
Whatever. Too lazy and introverted currently to go find someone to talk to about my newly saddened state. I'll try to watch a movie and see if that cheers me up somewhat. Actually, I'm already feeling better. A wee bit.
The cold and the lack of sunshine and the sad faces just remind me of death. And for two months, at least, I and everyone else in my hemisphere get to deal with some variation thereof of this blasted season.
Every year I dread winter. I get moody really quickly, and from there I get anti-social and snappy. Add 23 degree weather and major social disappointments and here comes a recipe for Clare to be really angsty.
The boyfriend has a cold right now. And I just hung out with him for 4 hours watching The Reduced Shakespeare Company and Raising Arizona. The RSC, which usually cures all ills for me, didn't do it this time. And I just got more depressed after Raising Arizona. Why, I have no idea.
I fucking hate winter.
It's been a long time since I've felt this sad. Have no idea why I'm posting this on LJ. Have to talk to somebody about it.
Whatever. Too lazy and introverted currently to go find someone to talk to about my newly saddened state. I'll try to watch a movie and see if that cheers me up somewhat. Actually, I'm already feeling better. A wee bit.
- Location:My room. Where else?
- Mood:
depressed


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Please don't be sad. I'm here if you want to talk.
And this cold snap just at the time I have to start running around all over campus again for the new semester... *siiigh*
So, yes, winter sucks. But keep in mind we're on the right side of the solstice, the days are getting longer and longer: it'll only get better from here.
(p.s. LJ ranting is excellent for breaking up Moods, ne?)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vFldBVWF